Wednesday, August 14, 2013

Kitchen Witchery

                                 

Hey everyone.Today I have been looking up things on hearth and kitchen witchery.I spend a great deal of time in the kitchen cooking on spending time with my little ones.Kitchen witchery is so fun.I just light a candle before I start cooking and use herbs to correspond according to what I want or need and imbue my cooking with the blessings from the God/Goddess of my choosing.It is a perfect place to do magick when it is cold out and you can't make it out to see the beautiful moon or if it is snowy or rainy.Either way a magickal pot of stew warms the soul and makes me happy.You know what?Home is where my heart is.Brightest Blessings to you and yours )0(

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Hello everyone.I hope you are all doing well.I am doing ok except for these darn headaches that I just cannot seem to shake.Other than that I have been trying to stay active.I am currently reading a book called St. Mary Magdalene The Gnostic Tradition of the Holy Bride by Tau Malchi. It is a pretty good book so far.I have found some very interesting things.It is pretty much telling me what I have been feeling for sometime.Strive for the light.I am still trying to read as much about christo-paganism and I have been reading some on Celtic spirituality.I just cannot  take God/Goddess out of nature.I believe that God/Goddess is all around us in every good thing that we see and even in the bad.Bad you say?Yes,even in the bad.They are there to teach you to deal with the darkness and not to fear it.I am all over the place I know but I am trying to figure out my path.Who knows where I may wind up.I may just wind up in the same place.Brightest Blessing to you all.

Thursday, August 1, 2013

Dark Night Of My Soul

Hi everyone.I hope you all are doing well.I have not posted in forever.I always have so much going on.It's hard at times to really sit down and get stuff done the way I would like.Lately I have been going through ,I don't know,maybe a dark night of the soul or something.I have been questioning my spirituality.I started going to church again and I really enjoyed it for a while then I just began feeling out of place.I would look at the full moon and miss my rituals.I would miss watching the bats and dragonflies going loop-de-loop in the sky and the soothing sounds of the night.I began researching christian witchcraft and looking into Hoodoo.I starting looking into the Catholic religion and found Mary.Yes I know she is not a Goddess but I began to look to her as one.Here is the start on my story.I started out in life as a Christian.My Grandmother would scare the bejesus out of me with the hell fire and damnation concepts.I was terrified.I would pour my heart and soul out to God to only feel rejected.When I was 18 my mother and I began looking into Wicca.It was different and I didn't really want to turn my back on God because I had the whole sin idea branded into my head.My first book was the Magical Power of The Saints.I figured if I stayed with the Christian Saints then maybe I wouldn't be into to much trouble.I eventually started doing spells and calling on the Goddess.I then started seeing results.She would listen and respond.One day my Mother came me some info on Hecate.I called on this Goddess for protection and prayed to her.She really seemed to take an interest in me and I in her.I would pray to her everyday and do to her with all of my problems.When I had my children I carried pendant of Hecate into the room where I had my C-section.I believed in her.I would even begin to see black dogs when traveling and I knew it was her telling me to be careful and slow down.Eventually something happened and I began to look into other deities and search for something else.That is when I decided to give God a try.As I said earlied Church didn't work out.I began to miss something.I began to miss what truly made me happy.I missed the magick.I missed the Goddess.I started reading about Mary and  the visions of her and how she could not refuse those who asked her for something.I began doing rosaries.I did  Novena's.Some worked to the tee and some didn't work out as I had asked.I had a special request and deep in my heart I felt that she would come through.Well,I was wrong and hurt at the same time.I'm not going to lie.I was irate.How could this all loving person and God turn their back on me and my children.I sat down and began to think.Maybe they did it for a reason.Maybe they have something else in store for me.I am still looking into Christo-paganism and I am still searching for that deity that my soul needs or waiting for the deity that wants me as their child.No matter who I find I will always love and revere Hecate.She is my Mother and the one I dedicated myself to.I know she is by my side lighting the way to what is truly meant to be.Brightest Blessing to you all.